Thursday, June 21, 2007

judge.

judging persons. everyone does it. dont judge a person by whats the best that can be done. rather by is it his best effort.

just like dressing.i saw this guy in a tie and a colorful check shirt. so i thot wat kind off jerk wud wear it was my instinctive reaction. but in the end thats not what counts i think. atleast he was dressed to be the best presentable on his terms. and thats what counts.

by the way i see a lot many girls who hav such a bad dressing sense. any ways who can guess whats in a girls mind.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

waking up.

I had this discussion with a friend abt wats worst/embarassing that could possibly happen to you. i said maybe u wake up tomorrow morning and find your self pregnant. No said the friend. worser is rape. (all in good humour)

so i am thinking wats the worst that could i could wake up to. hmmm. fear to loose things.

what am i gonna do with all the money i save. when its now when i want it the most to spend on things i like now. anyways i still have to think about my worse thing. maybe waking up 40 yrs old in a rented one room. i don't know.

"No one can never know whats worse, getting kicked in the balls or giving birth to a baby"..f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

gn for now.

Monday, June 18, 2007

thoughts.

expectations.wat crap is this. they take their toll. thers no end. by the way when did they start. sucks big time. thats that.

Whats with the rock music. it smells like shit these days. i ve been listening to this alternative rock n its kinda cool. snow patrol.

geeks they suck. all the problems. they will die with remorse. coz sumthing will be thr that they cudnt solve.

so i saw this old couple today crossing the road. n the old auntie was holding uncles hand helping him cross the road. 2 things. who wants to live that long. second. it scares me. but still auntie grandma & uncle looked sweet as they passed by.


the thing is how far can u carry urself alone. there are only few things in this world that never deceive you and none of them is human.

roadhouse blues. nice song.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

worth the wait.


had been to my previous office to collect some docs..the time n day had been clearly agreed upon in the quick email exchange that happened a day before. so i was at the gate.

'kisse milna hai'.(ans)..'hmm theek. kya kaam hai'..(ans..still calm)..'pehele se bola hai unko'...'ex employee ho?'...bhaiya..lets discuss it over tea at a nearby tapri. let me answer all ur bludy queries.

'bag mein kuch hai?'...no nothing absolutely. just some c4 couple of detonators and few timers. and yes since i knew you would ask so i made it a point to bring it all. here buddy! take a look at the plan i made to blow up the building. i think i am short of one timer. Can i have your watch.

'ok heres ur visitor card. Go to the reception n wait. i hav told the lady she would come down shortly'

that was the last i wud see of him.

'Suno bhai reception pe hee rehena'..no absolutely not. i hav to search the whole building for bugs that are biting you in your chair.

Finally the reception. so i wait 10 minutes. all's well. after some time i called her up n told her i am waiting at the reception. No one in my life matters more than you rt now. Please come down n give me my documents and ciao.

'I am sorry .. i ll take some more time ...busy with some work... thank you .. i ll just be there any minute'.
tennis on mobile..kill time.

These security guys are staring at me like hawks. man wud i get a chance to blow the buidling today. damm! they are watching my every move. Abort!

'hey..are you..'
'yes'
'hi i am.. '.

You know what sometimes it pays to wait n she was worth waiting for and the only thing beautiful in my day today.

'All the best' she said.
'bye cu'

"
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you"

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

so this friend of mine is always convincing me about a lot of things he believes in. like marriage. he is 25 or so. n he tells me boy i am gonna marry this year end. N i with my foresight (and cruel intentions) tell him ya man sure u should settl down its good for you. Everyone settles down at some point he goes on..i tell him again ya man right its good for you.. wat shud i tell him bludy am i your marriage counseller....even in our class lots hav settle down you r not the first to do it go ahead jump n dont worry close ur eyes n jump

he could try base jumping has the same affect rush of blood, risk of screwing urself..but the gud thing is you can jump a lot many times not just once and at any place u like. so whos the chick?..still to decide..hmmm ok. cul good for you. by the way he is a good friend of mine.

yesterday nite there were these two cat babies on our doormat outside the house. so i had just come from office and i tried to shoo them away

'shoooo ..'

i figured cat mother hasnt taught them much yet...maybe they understood actions. so i tried bringing my foot down in slow motion over them in the hope that they would run for cover. anyways i let them sleep on our doormat for the night....they were cute.

Saturday, June 9, 2007

blame game

i opened my internet today morning and bam. you see a crying photo of the paheiress hilton. i probably think the tears must have been given orders to take this route as they roll from the corner of her eye to the cheeks ... damn tears go wherever you want to jus dont spoil my makeup n my snaps. say cheese.

'cheeeese..'

whats with US media wat a drama they make. Besides shes not even going to spend a week in jail. forgive her please i cant take it anymore. reckless driving she did. Ah! she is not that bad.

Well she should take some tips from our very own BMW rider. Atleast he did something he can be proud of while going to jail. bollywood n me really do need some good action. The best part is our indian law has a special clause for homicide while driving under influence of alcohol. It goes something like this - since you have wasted big bucks on some of the finest scotch whatever you do now is totally not your fault. You were never in control it was an accident no motive was involved. Just please dont damage any property or break any signal posts. They take a long time to get repaired. Maybe the defence lawyer can blame the potholes and sue the Municipal corporation (win win situation). Or he might sue the scotch company..the scotch was aged a day more than 18yrs..the innocent guy was framed. Scotch on the rocks it is at the cost of someones life.who knows maybe he wud be made official mascot for Tihar. Something to be proud of. Ah! he is not that bad too.

i'll sip 100 pipers for now. boy they make it good.

Friday, June 8, 2007

10:49 pm

jus up from seeing 'reality bites'. the tv is playin behind me..
the movie is good. everything good ends with a kiss. the only thing real in the movie was that u hav to be on ur own in this world...i think if someone has to teach you this you gonna get shit for dessert.

N by the way sometimes i just put on tv to make sure i am not missing anything important. Maybe drug addiction is better.

Another thing is we shifted to this new house n this lady next door. so this auntie dosent know my name and she has told me 3 rules already. i dont know these neighbours do i owe them something from my last life. Auntie why dont you go n give your self your doggie a walk. i bet the doggie must hav ran away..or might hav killed itself under a truck. one of the so many i see on roads every other day.

democracy gave us the right to misuse it. why cant we pay these truck drivers to do the same to corrupt politicians.

todays song 'semi charmed kind of life'